concentration.

at my school, shooting 12 random objects.

I still kind of always freak out inside when I hear the receptionist at my school say "Artez, school for the arts". I mean, I used to literally dream about this, not considering that at some moment in time it might actually be my reality. It is right now though, I finally got where I always wanted myself to get. When I grow up I will be what I wanted it to be when I was young.
It just all seems sort of unreal. It practically always feels like I don't actually go there, but just travel several hours everyday to do an orientational course or something.
I think I need to wake up though. I need to realise that however I was dreaming a life when I was a kid I am now living that dream and I should take advantage of it. People may tell me I'm lazy or easy maybe, but in time I'll always be that girl that pursued her dream and got was she wanted. Can't argue with that, right?
Veni, vidi, vici.

I'm not a box.
There are more
than four sides to me.

Me, myself and I.

I need to be with only myself for a while. Just too bad that isn't really possible, since I still live at home and kind of don't have any other place to go and sleep. I do really feel like I should loosen up a bit and be on my own for some time. Lately I've been feeling like everybody around me has been shouting to me and the only way I can react to them is agitated. I honestly know they aren't shouting, and I am strongly convinced they all have my best interest at heart. But.. it's just that I can't have any of it anymore. I honestly want everyone to just shut up and leave me alone. I'm totally capable of solving my own problems. I'm 18, not an 8-year-old anymore, you know? You don't have to keep telling me what to do, like I wouldn't know things without it. Just don't tell me anything and I'll be perfectly able to handle things by myself from now on. If you would just let me try, you would see..

Wei-Wei

, originally uploaded by Kelly van den Bosch.

Dresses

I honestly don' t know why, but I always tend to start wearing my dresses from when the temperature starts to decrease. When the rain starts to pour and the snow starts to whirl down you'll see me walking around in one of my shorter skirts. This while I hardly ever wear one in summer. It's just that when the temperature rises I reach for my shorts and a t-shirt any moment, but in winter-time I actually enjoy layering my dresses and skirts and create an outfit around them. The only real problem is that I always tend to draw my jackets and shawls and stuff into my outfit. That means that I don't want to take them of because then my outfit wouldn't be complete anymore. Maybe I should mix them up between seasons a little bit more..